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If These Walls Could Talk, You Wouldn't Listen

by Robot Tennis Club

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1.
Here I go again Reading into every word you said Romanticize your glances in my head I do it to myself when You distract me from Everything I lack I would say it but You won’t call me back Sometimes I pretend a That I know you from your sentences Filling in gaps to make peace with the end Before it even happens You distract me from Everything I lack I would say it but You won’t call me back Is the home that I built for you in my mind too crowded? Can you sit inside and stretch your legs? Find out what you want instead? And I told myself I wanted to change with you But you never challenge me, does that mean I’m irreplaceable? That is til you find somebody new? You distract me from Everything I lack I would say it but You won’t call me back
2.
Want you to know I see the darkness in your eyes I was always afraid of You tilt your head to me and say “Hey girl, this what you’re made of” But I don’t See the resemblance You are smoking cigarettes Limping to a taxi Quiet in backseat Crying in the middle of the living room floor Needed someone steady But that shit is heavy And they can’t fit through the door Want you to know And you parade him Parade him like a dog Spilling guts for him to clean up I know his fur is wonderful But his thumbs aren’t opposable And I will help him floor wash the floor of you As soon as he is ready to I know I’m just so logical You’d think it’d be impossible Limping to a taxi Quiet in the backseat Crying in the middle of the living room floor Needed someone steady But that shit is heavy And they can’t fit through the door Want you to know Limping to a taxi Quiet in the backseat Crying in the middle of the living room floor Needed someone steady But that shit is heavy And they can’t fit through the door
3.
Cheshire Cat 02:34
Ohhh that voicemail thing with the dirty trick, Laura You speak in tongues sometimes And pause to gesture Meaninglessly before moving on My left ear hurts My left ear hurts My left ear hurts My left ear Try to consider every possibility Wanna understand but you won’t do the same for me I used to hang off of your every word Now that branch is breaking, looks like I am getting hurt You’re so accommodating, so let me put on a song Swipe my hand away like everything I like is wrong Like everything I like is wrong We don’t talk sometimes But I still Find ways to listen Briefly you mention me before Moving on We have a lot We have a lot We have a lot of secrets Try to consider every possibility Wanna understand but you won’t do the same for me I used to hang off of your every word Now that branch is breaking, looks like I am getting hurt You’re so accommodating, so let me put on a song Swipe my hand away like everything I like is wrong Like everything I like is wrong Like everything I like is wrong Like everything I like
4.
Goatman 03:32
Can’t believe you don’t see The reality Of this situation I get you wanna blame me But do it quietly I’m not into confrontation And everytime I think about it I clench my wrist in my other hand Walking in the hallway On the same day Wondering what they said But I hope that you take into account I was just a kid Something stolen Didn’t give you the right To take this from me And I’ll never get it back All the trust I used to have That someone might take care of me Can’t believe you don’t see The reality Of this situation I get you wanna blame me But do it quietly I’m not into confrontation And I hope that you take into account I was just a kid Something stolen Didn’t give you the right To take this from me And I’ll never get it back All the trust I used to have That someone might take care of me No one’s coming No one’s coming No one’s coming And I hope that you take into account And I hope you take into account And I hope that you take into account Chorus I was just a kid Something stolen Didn’t give you the right To take this from me And I’ll never get it back All the trust I used to have That someone might take care of me Extra Extra Read all about it So sit there in your dark room Whistling old tunes Giving yourself the pity I think that I have earned it i’ve done the quiet shit I’ve got the right to be angry And I wish didn’t know you Like I used to I know what you’re thinking My stomach yearns for vengeance You stole my kindness And you don’t even care it’s amazing what you’ll justify can’t look me in the eyes insist that you’re not guilty
5.
I want to know you To convince myself That I am worthy of your time But the reason that I just can’t get it out Must be something inside me that doesn’t believe it And I know that I’m alright But I feel like I have to prove it And I know One of these nights Or sooner or later that I’m gonna lose it Oh please, oh please believe me I want these things I can’t see The earth just keeps on spinning And I am getting dizzy I want to love you so I can love someone else I’m not diluted enough to think that you are mine And I’m sorry, crash dummy, it just didn’t work out And I wish that I didn’t believe in next times Cuz I know I’m not alive What's it like on the right side of dirt? And I know I won’t like The answers you give me I’m too scared to see for myself Oh please believe me (please believe me, please believe me) I want these things I can’t see (things I can’t see, things I can’t see) The earth just keeps on spinning (please believe me, please believe me) And I am getting dizzy Oh please, oh please believe me (The future isn’t a place) I want these things I can’t see (To go to on a rainy day) The earth just keeps on spinning (There is nowhere to stay) And I am getting dizzy (And I don’t need to escape)
6.
Over before it began With no place to restart And no plan to reprimand Silence felt infinite My hopes became diminished This isn’t the life that I’d imagined us living Middle of June With no one left to confuse You’re taking your time To come to grips with My unfurnished interest And misleading cues This is the last time I’ll think of you And now you can’t catch me I’m running away from the start And now I won’t be seen Inviting myself in your heart The asphalt of the road trip Was paved with broken ribs And broken promises I didn’t mean to hurt you I didn’t know I could do That to someone All clad in armor but I’m holding the gun And now you can’t catch me I’m running away from the start And now I won’t be seen Inviting myself in your heart I can’t understand how this time Went straight to your head And I find The way that I am Goes back to front, back to front And over again I can’t understand how this time Went straight to your head And I find The way that I am Goes back to front, back to front And over again
7.
The Nut 04:34
I make every decision in my life I make the wrong decisions all the time No matter what the world is looking like We fuck up and get up again And that’s the part that terrifies me I’ve been in places where I couldn’t see The light at the end might get switched off again And there’s nowhere to go when the dark finds me And maybe that’s okay An acceptance in a way The illusion of control Doesn’t serve us anymore If there’s nowhere we can run Then there’s nowhere else to be So I’ll sit right here with you Try to find the space to Breathe I know what I’d change about myself If you want me to, I need your help I find I’m always trying way too hard For things I that don’t even think I want Tap my shoulder and say I should like this one day And it’s all that I will ever think about Now I realize that you didn’t know me You were drunk and you just wanted to see If it would make you feel good To give advice that you should Have taken back when you were sixteen But I’ll make the same mistakes All I wanted was a break From the simple and mundane When we have it feel the same Now I want that simple life I’ll deny myself the right To an earth ship in the hills I’m afraid of sitting Still I know what I’d change about myself If you want me to I need your help It’s bold to assume you’d change me If you cared enough you’d sooner leave My vision’s clouded with your compromise You made a promise, look me in the eyes And tell me what was more important I know you have to pay your mortgage When will I stop entertaining This idea that I’m not changing Days go by and I accomplish more than I blink an eye at I don’t know who I am without this The suffocation of industriousness But at least I know that I use you to distract myself with And I’ll never be fixed
8.
OTW 02:05
Who didn’t know things would be this way When we watched the sky start falling Too many sunny afternoons I didn’t know it would feel the same It reminded me of spring again And I don’t want another spring Don’t let yesterday take up too much of today I’ll find the time to file thoughts In my head I’ll rearrange These days I don’t feel anything I remember almost nothing But it’s okay you said you’re on your way It’s taking up all the time I have To catch up with everything again I’m running, like I have somewhere to be I’m moving at three times the speed To distract myself from hearing All the possibilities Don’t let yesterday take up too much of today I’ll find the time to file thoughts In my head I’ll rearrange These days I don’t feel anything I remember almost nothing But it’s okay you said you’re on your way It’s okay you said you’re on your way It’s okay because I’ll see you When the weekend comes to pass And I’ll be by you when the sky starts spinning fast These days I don’t feel anything I remember almost nothing But it’s okay you said you’re on your way
9.
305 03:54
Don’t how I got to this place Everyone’s talking with nothing to say Crowded house no one is getting out It’s a fire hazard but let’s burn this shit down I see sirens in the round about I think I really need to get out I’m driving fast past the 305 Something happened and I changed my mind Don’t why I feel old tonight I don’t want to Always live my life between my dreams Cause real time seems to happen for eternity And here I always see you driving past Never toward me I wanna sit on your dust coated bed With your knees to your chest and my hand on my head No one ever feels the weight of your words So don’t laugh it off, let me see how you hurt I don’t need anyone to hear me Being known isn’t so easy I’m driving fast past the 305 Something happened and I changed my mind Don’t why I feel old tonight I don’t want to I always live my life between my dreams Cause real time seems to happen for eternity And here I always see you driving past Never toward me Driving fast past the 305 Can’t help but wonder what it would be like If I could live my life like I want to I always live my life between my dreams Cause real time seems to happen for eternity And here I always see you driving past Never toward me If only I could find the time to slow down Cuz everything seems better in the breakdown

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released January 13, 2023

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